Have I Told You That I Loved You

Turn me inside out and allow my heart to speak. This feeling I have for you is mad deep. Deeper than the pacific ocean after 90 days of constant rain. Love is supposed to feel sweet and beautiful, but all I feel is pain.
No my heart isn't broken, or bruised, or have been toyed with. I just wish things were different and the fire that was bursting between us was lit. Again. I don't know how long I can hold my feelings in. But I feel like a dam filled with water. Except I'm bursting within.
  I think you're in a "situation" though I'm not for sure. But I know she could never love you as hard as I could. Or did. But maybe that's what the problem is. I love too hard. Care too much. Good girls never go far. But wait. Let me be fair and admit that I wasn't a good girl at all times. I had my fun. I have my ways. But I never hurt you, intentionally. Did I?
  Communication is key and we lacked a lot of it. But now I'm here, professing to you how much I love and miss you.