My Name is not Susan

MY love for you runs deep like the pacific ocean, over one thousand kilometers deep. So blue and so clear, my love for you professes with every heartbeat. But why must you hurt me? You blame me...For her past transgressions. Her lies....Her deceit. I show you everyday that is not what lies within me. I gave you me. All of me. And not in vain. I gave you my heart on a platter and because of her you are steadily spitting it back in my face. Look at me is it her you see? They say the eyes are the window to the soul, so you when you look in my eyes do you see hers? How can you confuse her with me when I show you and love on you constantly. Im tired. Im tired of paying for her mistakes. Im your present and I want to be your future. But I can't be consumed with being blended with her.