Freeze

Mind is blank, I can't think. I'm sitting on the rock, near the water's edge trying to piece together what has been pulled apart. Why is it that I never get chances handed to me, I think to myself. But I am wrong, maybe I never take chances at the opportunity. I'm trying to be open minded about certain circumstances but I am angry I can't change it. All things happen for a reason, but is it really that serious? The water ripples below, and I follow the pattern of the waves....I am still trying to understand my destiny. Why I am I here in this situation, right now, right here. What is the point? I say aloud to no one in particular. Am I cursed? No...I am blessed. Never cursed. But why do I feel ashamed? What can I do? I can only stay honest and truthful...Maybe...I don't know. I'm only human I feel what I feel, when I feel, how I feel. Do you feel me?