Don't Say It.

I can't help it, I tried to change but I can only be myself....I think it's artistic, and artsy and beautiful the way it is intertwined  I don't want to say the word, for fear that people might run and hide. I don't know why. Don't we procreate that way? But wait a minute. When we meet someone. Is that the first thing we thing we think about? I don't like just the act of it. I love the emotional part of it. When your heart beats together, your love for each other intensifies and electricity sparks off of each of you. I love that about it. It isn't everything, if feelings aren't involved. Feelings is that what makes it so creative, and so....What can I call it? I don't want to say that word either. I just don't want to scare people off. But why does this scare people off. Because people abuse it so much. It's a beautiful gift, and people don't know how to treat it. It's God's gift to mankind. Maybe I'm just a sap. I have a vivid imagination. I love to think about it. And write about it. Wait. I'm not a addict. Because addicts will go after anything. I hate when people abuse it. And it's meaningless. I'm sorry...I'm rambling. I love to kiss. But kissing is meaningless if there is no vibe there. I love exotic things. I love the rain. Remember the movie "The Notebook" when they kissed in the rain. I love that. I think it would have been more exotic with "color". If you get my drift. Holding hands, are good. Because the electricity of your attraction travels through the both of you. So when you kiss, the nerves in your lips ignite....Causing blood to flow below. If you get my drift. I won't say what I'm talking about. I don't want to lose my readers. They say it isn't everything. But it depends on how you cherish it. It is a gift from God. So cherish it. I'm still not going to say it.